Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Is My Beloved In Love ?



some people who really knows me can tell you that if i have something to say- i'll say it.
so yesterday i was with my beloved in an elevator and i was so fucking close to tell him that his my beloved and i'm in love with him .. but then i didn't.
oh, and yesterday was kind of a suck day cause we went to meet our friends
and then we saw two girls and one of them is crush on him ( and by the way he told her on the ICQ that he'll be there) and she started to talk to him and he didn't answer but not because he didn't want to, it was because he is a shy.
and i just like a fucking stupid girl made him talk to her!
i told him 'go talk to her' and things like that untill he got convinced and talked to her.
( and by the way he still have his shitty girlfriend )
and couple of hours before i figured out he likes someone and when i heared that i almost had a heart attack!
he said that he likes her but only as a friend. and the day before he told me that she's cute and the he send me a picture of her and OMG she is so fucking ugly!
okay but it's not the subject i wanted to talk about.
hen he said he likes her but only as a friend i didn't relax cause if it's more then 'only as a frined'?!
i mean , sure he won't say that he actually have feelings for her, right?
not as long as he have a girlfriend!
well, you know this subject make me feel bad..
so i guess i'm done here :)

bye, and have a nice day.

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