so, it's been so long for me not to write here,
and to be honest, i don't think anybody's even reading this ,
but what does it matter ? LOL
anyway, if someone does at all then i just wanted to tell you that
i compleatly changed and i'm not the same RAIN i was.
i'm like.. a new one, totally!
remember the guy i was in love with?, the one who "changed my life"
if you do then forget him!
(not totally cause i might write about him he's got a very important part in my life right now LOL)
anyway, i'm not in love with him anymore, i'm considering him ONLY as a bestfriend of me..
and the real reason i decided to forget about all the love i had it's because of a one thing (sort of..)
one day me and my friend (also a friend of he's brother) talked about him and his brother but she doesn't knew i'm in love with him.
then she told me that the guy i'm in love with just like his brother then i asked her what does it mean 'just like his brother'?
and she said they're like to play with girls, like, if they have a girlfriend they might fall in love with another girl and leave the present one for the other girl.
and i didn't believed her till i saw it myself.
one day we were going to meet some friends of us (girls)
and he and one of them became boyfrine and gitlfriend.
outside i was like yay!! but inside i screamed,cried and suffered.
anyway,he kissed her, they were hug, you know things like couples do.
and after less then a week he went out with another girl [!!] ,
(which means he was with two girl at same time, son of a bitch! LOL)
anyway they both dumped him, and i thought he will be sad or something but guess what?!
Not At All !, he was like: "oh, you'll see, tomorrow i'll have a new one"
i laughed cause i didn't believd him and i thought about what my friend told me.
two days after he was got a new one.(Gal)
the day after he dumped her and got a new one. (Amit)
and at same day i asked him who is his girlfriend now and he said Meital and i was like "WHAT ?!"
and to be honest, i don't think anybody's even reading this ,
but what does it matter ? LOL
anyway, if someone does at all then i just wanted to tell you that
i compleatly changed and i'm not the same RAIN i was.
i'm like.. a new one, totally!
remember the guy i was in love with?, the one who "changed my life"
if you do then forget him!
(not totally cause i might write about him he's got a very important part in my life right now LOL)
anyway, i'm not in love with him anymore, i'm considering him ONLY as a bestfriend of me..
and the real reason i decided to forget about all the love i had it's because of a one thing (sort of..)
one day me and my friend (also a friend of he's brother) talked about him and his brother but she doesn't knew i'm in love with him.
then she told me that the guy i'm in love with just like his brother then i asked her what does it mean 'just like his brother'?
and she said they're like to play with girls, like, if they have a girlfriend they might fall in love with another girl and leave the present one for the other girl.
and i didn't believed her till i saw it myself.
one day we were going to meet some friends of us (girls)
and he and one of them became boyfrine and gitlfriend.
outside i was like yay!! but inside i screamed,cried and suffered.
anyway,he kissed her, they were hug, you know things like couples do.
and after less then a week he went out with another girl [!!] ,
(which means he was with two girl at same time, son of a bitch! LOL)
anyway they both dumped him, and i thought he will be sad or something but guess what?!
Not At All !, he was like: "oh, you'll see, tomorrow i'll have a new one"
i laughed cause i didn't believd him and i thought about what my friend told me.
two days after he was got a new one.(Gal)
the day after he dumped her and got a new one. (Amit)
and at same day i asked him who is his girlfriend now and he said Meital and i was like "WHAT ?!"
he said: "i dumped Gal, i'm not interesting Amit and today i'm gonna have Meital"
and i send "hehe" but inside i was like "SON OF A BITCH".
anyway, i figured out he is not what i thought, he is exactly what my friend told me.
so i decided he's not for me, and can dind better and There Is better lol =]
so, like i said before i changed (gosh i like to mention it over and over angain LOL)
you know, before- i was naive, i believed everything, but now I CHANGED (yay!)
and to be honest i don't like changes but this one was for my own good so.. you know =]
well, i thing that's it for today i'll write here again, soon :)
anyway, i figured out he is not what i thought, he is exactly what my friend told me.
so i decided he's not for me, and can dind better and There Is better lol =]
so, like i said before i changed (gosh i like to mention it over and over angain LOL)
you know, before- i was naive, i believed everything, but now I CHANGED (yay!)
and to be honest i don't like changes but this one was for my own good so.. you know =]
well, i thing that's it for today i'll write here again, soon :)
